Best Friend?maybe not...
Tuesday, October 25, 2005//

ang weird ko ngayon..haha..my problems r adding up to a mountain of piles and its veeeerryy unusual n..I AM IN MY BEST MOOD EVER!!!haha..sakit ulo ko and the first thing that i thought is..Y THE HECK WOULD I CARE!ang weird..hehe..then i really really wanna sleep but i cant bcuz the lights r still on and my sibs r wrecking the house and shouting everywhere..and heck..I DONT EVEN CARE!so now im here using the pc kc walang assignment..and so bored..but heck..WHO CARES!?!
and now..i realize kung bkit pagtapos ko sabihin ang problema ko kay ahya mervs,i feel a lot better..hehe..kc,twing may problema ako,mas malaki problema nya and i feel that my problem is just a piece of crap compared to his kaya i feel a lot better!hahaha..weird noh!kya pala twing nagsasabi ako ng problem kay hersh i dont feel much better kc..ANG SAYA NG BUHAY NYA!!!POPULAR..SO SO MANY FRIENDS..SOBRANG NAAAPRECIATE NG TAO..MAYAMAN..WALANG PROBLEMA SA BUHAY..MATALINO..LAHAT MERON NA CYA!!!WALA CYANG PROBLEMA!!!ALWAYS SO HAPPY!!!and it doesnt make me feel better n she has nothing to worry at all habang ako ay namumublema..haha..sarap kc may karamay n isang tao na may problema rin..kc..kapareho kayo ng mood..haha..walang mangugulo..walng nakakadisrupt ng moment of thinking ng problema..haaaaaaay...kung nagkaproblema kaya c hersh..kakayanin kaya nya yan ng mag-isa?i very well know that i am always there 4 her..but......she wont let me enter her world..she keeps things away from me..alam ko lang s kanya pangalan nya..bahay nya..number nya..section nya..all the basic stuffs to knw about ur frnd..i feel n d talaga kmi ang bst frnds tht everyone views us from far way..its like she lets people other than myself to enter her world..and she keeps everything away from me..ung masaya lang s kanya..SHE UNINTENTIONALLY BLURTS OUT HER SECRETS!!!hahaha...but its just by accidents..too many accidents perhaps..well,it pretty much means that she really doesnt want me to b even there by her side..and it hurts me so much..she wants to leave me..and she denies it all the time..maybe she just cnt describe the gut feeling that she has whenever she is with me..who am i anyway?wat right do i have to enter her world?well..BEST FRIENDS lng naman kmi dba?wats a best friend if u treat other friends with more care than ur original best friend..maybe its all just for show..para lang maipakita sa mundo na may best friend cya kahit s kalooblooban ng puso nya ay hindi naman talaga...sure,magkasama kami lagi..but..its all for companionship..and nothing more...
haaaay..sumobra ata a..hmm..im just hurt inside...


---cRaZy gUrL---
7:34 PM


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NAME: Sharmaine Santiago
AGE: 14
BIRTHDATE: November 19, 1991
LOCATION: Manila, Philippines
SCHOOL: Saint Jude Catholic School



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