Malay...
Friday, November 18, 2005//

I feel sad kanina...d ko alam kung bkit..but im always sad so wadahek...im feeling lonely for no reason as usual...lagi nmn e....
I slept at around 1am so the whole day kanina...im yawning and yawning...memorize me..pero la pumapasok s utak ko e...haaaaaay...
well...nagising lng ako ung magdidismissal n...cuz nkita ko ung top 5 s class nmin...well...nagising ako cuz..I AM 5TH S CLASS IN MATH!!!wahaha...a dream come true...minsan lng kc ako talaga nag-aaral ng math cuz its ec e..but nung 2nd quarter,i read the nbk more..so now i am rank 5 in math together with Erika...hehehe...its m first time talaga to have something tht is to b proud of..cnt bliv it myself cuz may bagsak n ako s chinese,top 5 p ako s isang subject...so masaya ako..as in smile here smile there...hehe
nung dimissal n...i told hersh n top 5 ako..showing her n im happy...well,nainis cya cuz masyado daw akong proud s sarili ko...im just masaya..its my 1st time e...pero i didnt realize n ginagawa ko pala ung isa s mga bagay n ayaw n ayaw kong gawin..ang magpainggit...my pure intension was to share my joy,kala ko nmn magiging happy din cya like me...pero hindi e...nainis p cya s akin...
she told me n i always show my grades to her pag mataas grades ko...do i really?all i remember is pag may grade akong mas mataas s ibang tao,i hide it...ayaw kong sabihin grade ko kc i knw wat they would feel...ganun kmi ni vic dalawa dati p...
nagtataka nga c erika,arthur and judd kung bkit kung may mas mataas n grade ako..i dnt let them see it...sbi ni arthur,"pag may grade k n mas mataas,ipagyabang mo!kc rare lng to n mangyari s ating mga ordinary students n d nerds"...my retort was,"do u knw wat others would feel pag nagyabang k s kanila n mas mataas k s kanila?"...
kung meron mang nakakapancn,twing may nagtatanong s akin ng grade,i ask their grade first..u knw y?kc pag mas mataas grade ko,d ko sasabihin unless they really wanna knw...
un nga din daw pinagtataka ni erika e...
so now,im gulat wit wat she said...well...from now on..i will try and not to tell her my achievements anymore...im never gonna tell her my grade no matter kung pasa ako o bagsak...i wont tell her abt it anymore...
hersh...baka binabasa mo to...well..this blog is just my point of view...ok lng kung umangal k(as usual)...do u knw tht u complain and complain abt everything....sori a...no offense po...pero its just my point of view...POV ko lng nmn to,walang kwenta mga POV ko dba?its nonsense and 'corny' as u say...but its me...i get depressed so easily hersh...sori kung ganyan ako...if u dnt wanna knw my POV,bkit k prin pumupunta dto s blog ko...then pag nabasa mo n to...oh no...aangal k uli...sori uli...its my POV and u cnt change the way i view of life...
ayaw mo magsabi ako ng prob sayo...so i wnt tell u any of my problems...ayaw mo sabihin ko grade ko sayo...i will never tell u anthing abt my achievements and grades ever again...i promise tht i will try hard to do wat i hav just said...para d k n mainis s akin...
bahala na...nukas pala bday ko...im not excited anymore..honestly..naubos n ung excitement ko and im back to solitude...perfect bday gift if u r my frnd:ur presence...un lng talaga...


---cRaZy gUrL---
5:54 PM


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