The clear blue sea of the Atlantic...

time flies by too fast, but i now learned some lessons in life in such a short period of time :)
Wednesday, July 05, 2006//

Last year..I can say that life for me is really disturbing...well,kaklase ko c Jonathan Kingsu eh..haha
Well,last yr..nalipat ako s secion A, HS 1A
d ko naging kaklase c hershey,she was in 1D and I'm glad that she was doing fine...pero ako,I dont know anyone in my class..u could say that i was begining to meet new people..
the first person to say "Hi." to me was Stephanie Uy,well..i thought she was nice but a little maarte..haha
then,life was kinda good at first,up until I continued my ritual of reciting and trying to be a good student..
haha..unfortunately..kaklase ko c Jonathan Kingsu..well,first...parang nainis ata s akin...then mamaya spreading rumors and saying things about me being a "bitch" "slut" "kala mo kung cno" "whore" haha....lahat n ata natawag nila s akin... :) well..cnt blame them...
the whole class hated me,if I dare say,the whole batch may as well hate me too...
haha,kakausapin ko mga tao ok lang,nang nasabi ko ang pangalan ko they'l go...
then Patricia Chuateco,our secretary,quit bcuz of her "assignments" daw...mcyado daw madami...d daw nya kaya maging officer...then I bcame the class secretary and Batch Tech Co...I refused the offer but Miss Palas was in "I dont hear u" mode...
well,then there my so called friends left me and I thought hersh would too...haha..gud thing nga lang hindi :)
that time too,a lot became outcasts..maraming friends ang nagbabackstab s isa't isa...popularity is all that matters para s lahat doon...and a lot of us too are the ones that are "anti-popularity" haha...maraming mga grupo ng mga magkakaibigan ang nagkakawatak-watak..maraming mga napunta s banda ng kasamaan kaysa s mas tama...lahat n nangyari...haha...so that was our first yr...

well..this year.. :) its fine now... HS 2B ako ngaun! haha...although kaklase ni hershey ngaun cla kingsu...it seems like he's not much of one to bully hersh :) thank God...
our class is separated into 2,the boys side and the girls side...my classmates now,most of them are my friends..the friends that i collected the time I was hated in 1st yr :)
the girl's side of our class were nice,and the boys are nice too,although they were way too loud...haha
now,they were actually smilling at me instead of staring at me like im trash... ( i remember last year,people refer to me as "ung basura oh!")
haha...dati kilala ako s class as the "bitch"
ngaun,kilala ako as "the lunatic tuwing may oral tests" haha....(i wanna audition for the drama guild...pero...AYAW NI DADDY!!! :(( )
at least ms pacleb and miss ardiente already knows my name :D
well,life is getting better and better now :) i can now bully mr federico sandoval >:) (he said i was being mean) (erika is always teasing me with feds!!! :(( )
haha...may grupo n kami!
Angela, Michelle, Herschelle, Daisy, Cindy and me! :p well,its good now...because i know that i have my friends to lean on when i fall (not literally!) haha...may reassurance and i fell safe when im with them..of courz! i luv them! haha..and im trusting them now more and more! (last yr...i cnt trust any of my so called "friends" anymore... :(( (well,i have vic..hersh..ahya mervs..tapos lahat n ng "friends" ko iniwanan ako...d ko p cla ni angela nakikilala nun eh...)
hersh was always defending me back then againts those "people" ( haha..luv ya hersh!) i never saw her that way b4 until she did..and i realized now that,i seem to be more attached to hershey than i am to vic...when im with vic...i dont feel our bond anymore than we used to b back then...para cyang nawala s buhay ko n d ko n cya maaccept ulit..dahil hindi kaya..
hersh was brave to go against "them" (then again,luv ya hersh! :D) and i tried to b strong enough against them too!well,nothing will happen to me if I dont fight back,i should learn to know how to fight against them,and of course having someone to lean on... (kung wala ka hersh,cguro d ko n nakayanan ung first year...i lab uuuuuu!!! friends 4ever ah!) its really strange how God planned things to work out in life...its like a very difficult math question that only complicated people can learn to solve...and thats life...
thats all i can say after a very long time of not posting :) haha...i just need to get things out of my system :) luv u ulit hersh! luv u too angela,mich,daisy,and cindy.... :)

---cRaZy gUrL---
8:27 PM